Dear Blog,
Sorry I completely ignored you for a really, really long time and although so much was happening all around me that needed to be recorded/expressed/vented, I just kept it to myself in a corner of my mind and heart (a corner which I eventually hoped would vanish). But then unexpressed feelings have this funny thing about them, they keep expressing themselves in the weirdest of ways - tears, memories, dreams..
So finally here I am, doing what I should have never stopped doing.
Life has taken a very serious turn lately. Everything I do is SERIOUS. I look serious, I talk serious and worse, I AM serious almost all the time. 'Tom-foolery, where art thou? Those silly jokes? Those insane, utterly meaning-less conversations - why did you vanish? Are you mad at me and hiding in some silly corner?'
Uff. This post is turning out even sadder than I thought to be. Ok! So time for updates!!
In these few months, there are/were many a firsts for me -
- My first Quarterly Review (and that's all we are talking about it)
- My first Health Check-up (not counting the one just after I said 'Hello! World')
- My first pair of best friends (those shinny lil' things that dangle on your ears, hide behind hair and costs your parents a bomb :D)
- The first wedding of my generation in my family.(!!!!!)
Damn, writing a post in parts is such a bad idea. You lose the flow and never end up saying what you actually started out with. I guess I will stop here. Contrary to popular opinion, I do have a heart, cant torture my single-digit loyal fan following :|
One last thought - I think this post exactly reflects my current state of mind - sad, confused, lost for directions and without any zing whatsoever.
"not counting the one just after I said 'Hello! World'" and you call me a geek!
ReplyDeleteSorry for dashing on your post...but I like reading random things; particularly something that has nothing to do with me....Liked this post and all others as well...keep writing.
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